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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

pathetic day.
to0k the wrong bus and had to spend 9.4o bucks on cab fee cuz at 8.45 i was still at marine parade and there's no way am i g0nna face that irritatingly naggy om, yet again.

oh shucks. no more tickets left for t0morrow's superstar concert. grumbles.











now that you've left, please do not f0rget to take al0ng with y0u ur merciless lies.
it was never meant to be...

i've always uphold a positive attitude despite heart-rending lies and betrays from the 2 others.
i was hopeful.
i believed in pursuing my own happiness.
but now...
i feel totally defeated.
maybe i was an imbecile.
i should have forsaken that glimpse of hope that often invade my soul.

if i hadnt believed, things could have been better.
if i hadnt been gullible, infliction wouldnt happen.
but then again...
would it have made things a tad better?
why do i always end up here.
in an inextricable mess.
i trust too easily.

my life's a vicious cycle.
my soul's empty.
what i yearn for are unattainable.
they're only dreams to me.
i'm sick of my life.
immersing myself in storylines seems to be the only remedy, in the short-run.
the thought of it is excruciating.

im returning everything to you.
everything.
please take it back.
and you're free.

take me with you
10:29 AM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


Her

elizabeth; TheRoyal
since 1987
meridian jc. ntu (spms)
ntu hall 8; khalanx
17june
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